Wednesday, May 14, 2008

We're ok

It's amazing how much one's body and mind can recover from such loss as we've experienced lately. That's not to say we're 100%, but we're ok.

Every once in a while, Maddy will look at me with such emotion and say how sad she is that the baby died. There's been a lot of hugging and a lot of downtime for the three of us as a family. Maddy's taken to sleeping on the floor and wanting us to sleep with her. We do what we can, but it's been a bit frustrating, especially if we have work to do. I've ordered some books to hopefully assist her (and us) in this phase.

We'll be honoring Steven's life this coming Saturday. It will be a small gathering in Oconto.

We're ok. Spring is here. The seeds have been started for the vegetable garden and have begun to sprout under the grow-lights in the basement. We're planning the patio. Joe's dug a trench between the house and garage.

It's all going to be ok. :)

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Monday, April 28, 2008

Steven's obituary

Eckberg, Steven

Steven Eckberg, Grand View, Wis., formerly of Green Bay, died April 20, 2008, doing what he loved best on a wonderful spring day, riding his motorcycle. He was always grateful to God for "another beautiful day in paradise". Steven enjoyed living in Grand View, where he could "coon" hunt with his best bud, "Bub" and the fishing was always good there too. Lake Superior was a great place for sailing, another of his passions. Steve loved the wind in his face, or his nose in a good book from the Drummond Library.

He was born to Clarence and Elizabeth (Betty) Eckberg on Aug. 28, 1952, in Green Bay, Wis. He is survived by his mother, brothers and sisters; also nephews and cousins.

Memorial service will be May 17, at 10 a.m. at the Oconto Catholic Cemetery in Oconto. Burial in Oconto Catholic Cemetery.

In lieu of flowers, a memorial fund has been set up at PCM Credit Union - Steven Eckberg, 781 Willard, Green Bay, WI 54304. Memorial proceeds will be donated in Steven's name to the Drummond Library.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Enough already

Steven was 56. He lived off the grid and off the land up in northern Wisconsin. He was an interesting man, had an interesting life, and was a good man.

My favorite story to tell about Uncle Steven (my father-in-law's brother) was what he brought to our house right after Madeline was born: a fresh baked loaf of bread and a frozen leg of deer. The cats were quite amazed as we ended up thawing it in the bathtub because it was so big.

This makes 3 losses. Enough already.

Motorcycle vs. deer crash
Man loses life after motorcycle hits deer.

Posted: Monday, April 21, 2008 at 10:43 a.m.

IRON COUNTY, WI -- A Wisconsin man is dead after an accident in Iron County, Wisconsin.

The crash happened on Highway 77, about four miles west of Hurley, in Pence. The victim, Steven Eckberg of Grandview, Wisconsin, hit a deer while driving his motorcycle down the road.

Eckberg was taken to Grand View Hospital in Ironwood where he was pronounced dead. He was not wearing a helmet at the time of the crash.
Peace.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

on loss redux

Baby D'Argo went to the farm today. Literally - not the metaphorical version parents of old told their children.

D'Argo had high creatine levels - his kidneys were that of a cat 3 times his age. He took to telling us his problems by peeing on the counters, on books, on papers, on anything that he thought would get our attention. After 7 months and over $1500 dollars later, we needed options.

Our friend Julie had an option I could deal with: there was a farm where they take care of not only calves but also the cats who live in the barn. Plenty of straw - plenty of food - plenty of cat companionship.

So D'Argo went to the farm today. He'll be ok. He's a fiesty kitty (as be-fits the namesake of a Luxan warrior).

We love you ... be well... Christmas cat

D'Argo

Saturday, April 12, 2008

on loss

I had a miscarriage yesterday. During my first ob appointment and my first ultrasound, we found that there was no heartbeat. Joe was thankfully able to make this first appointment. I was so thankful that we were able to have at least a picture to take home as well. It was real, at least for a little while.

Because my body hadn't yet figured out that the fetus was viable, it hadn't yet begun to spontaneously miscarry, so I had a D&C in the afternoon and was home by 8pm.

Everyone at the hospital was fantastic and treated us and our loss with great respect. I don't hold to the thought of "everything happens for a reason." I do, however, think that "there is a reason for this to have happened."

The best thing anyone said to me was the gal who walked me down to the car. I had a few women who told us they were sorry for our loss, one who talked insistently about "God's plan" (whatever), and many who were just there to hold my hand and let me and Joe go through our emotions.

The best thing that was said though was that one gal who wished us only one thing: hope.

I know it's not uncommon.
Miscarriage is the most common type of pregnancy loss, according to the American College of Obstetricians and Gynecologists (ACOG). Studies reveal that anywhere from 10-25% of all clinically recognized pregnancies will end in miscarriage.
American Pregnancy Association
As a woman of "advanced maternal age", ie, over 35, I had a 20%-35% risk.

We'll be ok. We'll be able to try again in a few months, I know. It's going to be a scary road. But we will be ok.

Thanks for listening and thinking of us.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

on hormones, and other fun things

Hormones suck in general. They rule a girl's life. Seriously. Girls unite. Damn.

I'm 9 weeks pregnant. This pregnancy is similar to my first with Madeline. With Maddy, I was sick for 9 months. Threw up every 3rd day. It was not fun. I know every pregnancy is different, but oh my dear stars, PLEASE be very very different! I've not been feeling the best so far. I won't disgust you with my tales of "praying to the porcelain gods". You get the idea.

I have a stash of saltines and peppermint tea under my desk. I have been going to sleep really amazingly early, taking naps when I can. My hair is not behaving and I am finding I can't use the same products in it. My regular clothes are too tight. I'm only 9 frickin' weeks along, but I'm finding myself in a few maternity clothes already.

Ok, enough complaining. I'm ready to ENJOY being pregnant! As I tell my students: "Attitude IS everything."

I'm just not ready to give up the saltines just quite yet!

Friday, March 21, 2008

me me me

Wow ... "Better living through pharmaceuticals", as my father says, and it's true. The antibiotics are working well. Everyday my elbow gets better and better. I'm not in pain like I was only a few days ago. Still haven't a clue as to why I got the infection in the elbow like I did, but I'm glad it's settling down.

Now ... for the nausea to calm down and I'll be a happy camper!

Letterman's Top Ten Reasons to Watch Battlestar Galactica's New Season

ooo...I so enjoyed this! Looking forward to the last season!

Monday, March 17, 2008

The Mahamrityunjaya Mantra

I can use any and all help from anyone and anything I can get.


no seriously, this sucks

  • Maddy was sick on Thursday night. (vomiting whilst in the car-seat was NOT fun)
  • I haven't been feeling well lately (at five weeks pregnant - did I mention that yet?), the nauseousness seems to have started early.
  • I was in the ER with a nasty case of cellulitis. Seriously painful; dreadfully uncomfortable.
















I'm ready to enjoy my pregnancy. I'm ready for all my family to FEEL WELL.

Wednesday, February 27, 2008

Icicles

Winter 2008

Winter 2008


Winter 2008

Winter 2008

Pictures from the Day in Milwaukee

Mom, Samantha & Madeline at the Tea Room

Nana Sue, Maddy and Samantha at the Tea Room

Alison and Haddy

Alison and Haddy

Waiting for the Lion King to start

William, Nana Sue and Haddy waiting for the Lion King to begin

Google Talk

So, if you would like, and if I'm available, you may find me online! --------> Come by and say HI!

To be posted soon...

Pics from Day in Milwaukee...

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

4 Year-Old Kindergarten

Oh boy. Decisions to make.

The Green Bay public school district will be offering 4K this coming fall. It's only 3 1/4 hours for 4 days a week.

She's very smart (of course) and does quite good at the YWCA (4 days a week now).
  • Is Maddy ready for 4-year K?
  • Are we ready?
hmmmm....

Thoughts?

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

In which I vent

I try not to, but I need to vent every once in a while.
  • Please do not complain about who won the primaries if you did not even bother to vote.
  • Please do not talk loudly or answer your cell phone in the library when you just saw me post the "Please Be Respectful" poster!
  • Please do not belittle yourself! You are going to be OK! Life is never going to be easy. School is not what it was 10 or 15 or 20 years ago.
update
  • And PLEASE quit sighing ... drives me NUTS.

Monday, February 18, 2008

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

life is (or how I describe life right now)

  • crazy busy
  • snowy and windy and blustery
  • wintery
  • sinus cruddy
  • fun politically
  • stressful
  • never boring!

Monday, February 04, 2008

What I did this weekend...



I began to learn how to knit this weekend! :) I started - knitted - purled and then finished a small sample. It was horrible - lots of missed stitches, but it's a start. Picked up an awesome book & used the small knitting needles and yarn Joe got me for Christmas, and started.

More to follow, I'm sure!

Thanks to my mother, Jenica, Heather and David for inspiring me to try (again) this art!

Monday, January 28, 2008

On this day ....

1986: Seven dead in space shuttle disaster.

I can never forget. I know exactly where I was - in high school, peeking in the classroom where they had the TV and live-feed set up. I was 16. I still can't look at the video without crying.

In memory ....

Thursday, January 24, 2008

*waves*

It's the anniversary of my birth. I am 38 years old today, and I'm proud of every grey hair, every wrinkle (now that's a new thing!), all my baby-belly fat I haven't lost, everything about me. It took a LONG time to say this, but this is the only body I'll ever have, so I gotta learn to love ME. I didn't say it was easy, but now that I'm in my late 30s (oy), I gotta learn how to love ME.

Going out to eat with Maddy and Joe tonight - probably to a fun kid-birthday place. Going out on Saturday night for sushi and ? afterwards with Joe. :) I received so many nice b'day messages, via e-cards, phone messages, and physical cards, even from my new co-workers. I do so love my job!

I'll wear proudly my age - just don't ever tell me I'm too old to do something! I'll dance circles around ya!

teehee

Monday, January 21, 2008

Presidential milkshakes

Everything you needed to know about the Presidential candidates.


I drink your milkshake! -Daniel Plainview

I drink your milkshake, even though I opposed drinking your milkshake four years ago. -Mitt Romney

I drink your milkshake, but only if the Bible says it's allowed. -Mike Huckabee

I may drink your milkshake for another 100 years, if that's what it takes. -John McCain

I drank a milkshake on 9/11. -Rudy Giuliani

I'll drink your milkshake a few months after everyone else does. -Fred Thompson

I drink your milkshake, but I'm paying for it with gold. -Ron Paul

America deserves a new milkshake. -Barack Obama

I will fight the corporations so that you can drink your own milkshake. -John Edwards

I have 35 years of milkshake-drinking experience. *sob* -Hillary Clinton

I peacefully drink your milkshake. -Dennis Kucinich

It depends on what your definition of "milkshake" is. -Bill Clinton

I voted for drinking your milkshake before I voted against it. -John Kerry

Global warming is melting your milkshake. -Al Gore

We're making good progress in the war on milkshakes, and make no mistake: we will prevail. -George W. Bush

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Crazy

It's been crazy here lately. The quarter here at the college started on the 7th, and we've expanded to over 100 students. I won't bore you with details, but I'm looking forward to spending some quality time with Maddy and Joe this weekend, especially watching the BIG GAME on Sunday night. :)

Joe on the field

Yes, this is Joe, working on the sidelines at last Saturday's snowy game. He is an NFL Instant Replay Technician, which means he helps with the replays. He got about 10 sec. of airtime last game! There are lots more pictures of the game on our Flickr.com page!

Go Pack Go!

Saturday, January 12, 2008

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

I'm ok

The zapping sucked. BIG. But the good news is that whatever the neuro-doc saw, my surgeon didn't think it required any surgery. :) YIPPEE

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Downtown Green Bay is calling.

Green Bay - more than the Packers!

Thursday, December 20, 2007

Zapped again ....

I knew my arm and elbow wouldn't be 100% better after the surgery in October 2006. I knew it wouldn't be back to completely normal. It was actually amazingly good after just 60 days actually!

However, shortly after I started playing cello again in September, I started getting numbness in the top of my right hand. It would happen whilst doing just about anything, including not doing a single thing. It would start up my right thumb area, sometimes include the index and middle fingers, and radiate up my arm. It felt different than the compression in the elbow of the ulna nerve. It hurt too.

So, I showed up at the orthopedic surgeon's last week and told him what I've been experiencing as of late. I didn't want to be there. I was done with the Year of the Elbow. But I did the only thing I could do, other than ignore it. Dr. S*** sent me to the nerve doctor, again....

Being zapped again by the very kind Dr. W*** was worse than the first time. I knew it would hurt again. I knew what to anticipate.

Yet again, Dr. W*** was as wonderful as he could possibly be, treating me as a person and taking the time to talk me through the painful zapping process. He explained exactly what he was doing, and what he was looking for. I told him I was going to blog this, so this is my giant THANK YOU! to Dr. W***! (Wait for the applause!)

Diagnosis (to be confirmed by Dr. S***) is that I have yet another compressed nerve - a branch of the radial nerve - the posterior interosseus nerve.

Fig. 1. —Drawing shows course of radial nerve (thick arrows) deep in relation to brachioradialis muscle (arrowheads) at elbow where radial nerve divides into posterior interosseous nerve (thin arrows) and superficial radial nerve. S = supinator.


To be continued.....(sigh)

Monday, December 17, 2007

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Congratulations!

Congratulations, Stacey and Dean. Happy Birthday, baby Joey. What a darling boy.

Joey


The Kolze family

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Presidential candidates ... who really represents your beliefs the best?



Very impressive. I was a bit shocked about who matched my beliefs. Check it out!



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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Wishlist...




Someone tell my husband I want one of these! :)

I'd love to learn how to knit, especially this shawl!

This guy is cute!

So is this one!

Straight No Chaser - 12 Days

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Mystery solved...

There have been odd scratching sounds coming from a corner of the front bedroom's ceiling. A little odd, but they've come and gone so infrequently, we haven't investigated thoroughly.

Mystery has been solved whilst Joe was up in the attic retrieving the holiday bins. 2 bats have been hibernating in the attic. Joe took pictures. I played with my new computer's Movie Maker feature. Enjoy!
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And now the film....


Friday, November 30, 2007

Updates

  • I'm tired. Busy - crazy busy. Happy
  • I'm playing my cello tonight for the first time since The Year of the Elbow. Looking forward to it!
  • Again, I'm feeling Brett's pain from last night's game. It was horrible that they lost, to that team, but it's not the end of the world, and it was fantastic to see that Aaron Rodgers could actually step it up!
  • It was Joe's birthday last night - fun night had by all!
  • It's going to snow a lot tomorrow night. Actually looking forward to it! We're under a winter storm watch with up to 7 inches expected. Let the Holidays begin!
  • Joe gave me an early Christmas present: an HP laptop with Vista and Office 2007 installed. So far, I love it!
  • Maddy is doing great and her 4th b'day will be on the 23rd. Oh my stars! How did she get so old?!

And for your goofy pleasure:

Saturday, November 24, 2007

A test in spontaneity

Because D'Argo wasn't well, we decided it would not be in his best health or interest to go to Madison, for only one evening. We called my Mom and let her know on Wednesday. They called on Friday to let us know we were to expect them for Friday!

It was fun - a long day for Maddy true, but it was fun: I took Haddy and William and Maddy out bike-riding to the park, we had Joe's parents, his brothers, Kris and Erin, my folks and the 3 kids over for a few hours for pizza and left-overs. Everyone left around 8pm and we just crashed. It may have been the many yummy foods, or just stress. Happy Thanksgiving all away around.

:)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

D'Argo


Got home safely from Lake Elmo, MN. My team is fantastic! I'm so thrilled to have had the guts to go for this job. LOTS of work, but it's good work.

D'Argo is ill and at the kitty hospital tonight (Tuesday night). He's only 5 years old yet has the kidneys of a cat 3 times his age. He was leaving us presents in not-so-nice places (like tables, counters). Obviously, he was trying to tell us something. (He's the tortoise-shell one - Deci is the one who is mostly white.)

Update...
D'Argo is home after being at the vet hospital 3 nights. He's fine, but we have to give him subcutaneous fluids daily, an antibiotic pill, and special (ie. $$$) food. He had a good night last night and cuddled with me.

It's going to be a rough few weeks. We don't want him to be in any pain, but we don't want to do anything too hastily.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

"I'm leaving ... on a jet plane!..."

Yep - first time in about 7 years. I think our honeymoon to Jamaica was the last time I was on a plane! I'm going nowhere special - "just" Minneapolis for a library meeting. I leave tomorrow evening, coming home Friday night.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Holy Mackarel!

How'd they do that?!

It is NOT a fluke! They are 8-1! Wow. I'm thrilled to say I AM a Packers fan, even without their winning streak. WOW!

Go Pack Go!

why?! oh why?!

Warning ... bodily fluids discussed ... not for the weak-stomached...

I should be feeling a bit relieved. I don't have to work today. It's one of the holidays the college observes. I should be feeling like today is a day I could play catch-up.

Unfortunately, my dear daughter and one of my dear cats have decided that's not to be. I'm worried about Maddy's health - she's probably having the same fall-allergen reaction that I have - throwing up mucous, etc. She doesn't have a fever, just the cough that won't quit.

Not only that, but she's had two separate blow-outs with her pull-ups at night. Unsure what's up with that, but she's woken up in the middle of the night with her bed sopping. It's getting a bit old - changing the sheets in the middle of the night with a groggy crabby child and little light

And then it comes to the dear cat. Unsure which one it is, but suspect it is darling D'Argo, the younger of the two. We found a spot on an area rug in the "office" where he's been peeing. Then another. He's had issues in the past few weeks with peeing in other places than in one of the 3 litter boxes, like on Maddy's books, papers, nearly anything left on the floor. The plus side of this is that we are MUCH more careful about cleaning up after ourselves and we keep nothing on the floors anymore.

Unfortunately, he's now climbed up on tables to pee on things now! Like her "homework" from school! GRRRRR

So, before Joe goes out and takes him up to the woods (sort of kidding there), the vet will be coming to the house to check out both of the cats next week. Yep - a house-call. Did I mention that Deci gets violently car-sick?

Ok...Enough of this ... I WILL get some good work done today. I WILL get some shopping done. I WILL get dishes washed, and even have time to take a NAP! :)

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Halloween 2007

As I mentioned, Maddy decided to be a witch for Halloween last week. She was quite adorable! (Pics below).

Joe was freaky with his Jason mask on, scaring the kids with a carrot (yes, with a carrot). It was a delightful Halloween season!

it's NOT Jason ... just scary enough

The street is now FINISHED, so in the fresh dirt, we placed the tombstones!
shhhh...can you

We carved 5 pumpkins and baked the seeds. Many trick-or-treaters complimented us on them. Then they were smashed during the evening. :(
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The cutie-pie cookey witch.
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Before her change of mind, presenting: Maddy Vader

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Joe's makeup when we scared people at the haunted house was SPOOKY!
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And don't forget Pirate Gavin! He and Maddy had a blast at the ZooBoo!

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Monday, November 05, 2007

In celebraton of Steve

Stephen Andrew Pontzer
Pontzer, Stephen Andrew age 59, of Plymouth, died on Thursday, October 11, 2007. He is survived by his first and second wife, Rachel Taft Pontzer; children, Zachary (Aimee) and Abigail; sisters, Betsy (Russell) Amalong, Judy (Cecil) Johnson and Nancy (George) Direnberger; brother, Dick (Carol); sister-in-law, Sheila Taft Fitzgerald; brother-in-law, Steve (Johanna) Taft; many nieces, nephews and countless devoted friends. Preceded in death by his parents, Richard and Mildred Pontzer.

Steve was born in St. Mary's, Pennsylvania, graduated from Alfred University with a B.S. in ceramic engineering and an MBA from the University of Wisconsin. For many years Steve worked as an executive in marketing and sales for Ohmeda, Novametix, PPG BioMedical, Aequitron Medical and also as a consultant to other medical device companies. Steve invented and held a patent on a blood gas probe.

He felt his greatest accomplishment was his relationship with his wife, children and the wide circle of friends with whom he had deep and enduring friendships. The family would like to express their deep gratitude to Dr. David King and the staff at the Hubert Humphrey Cancer Center.

Published in the Star Tribune from 10/12/2007 - 10/16/2007.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Poor Maddy...

We have this rule about Halloween that I attribute to my evil parents. My sisters and I weren't allowed anything "cutsy" for Halloween - Halloween is for SCARY things. Thusly, I made my daughter choose something scary for the holiday. She chose Darth Vader. She's adorable!



The girls were able to dress up in the costumes last night in dance class. I didn't see her, so as I tucked her in last night, I asked innocently enough about what the other girls were wearing. She named them: Princess, Barbie, Glinda the Good Witch, Evil Witch, Darth Vader...then she stopped and said, "I wanted to be as beautiful as they were!" and she started to cry. Oh.My.Stars. My daughter, not yet four, has become clued in as to the "girly girl" stuff. I knew she liked the princess dresses, and loves dancing or playing the part of yon "girly girl". She was inconsolable. Poor kid. I felt like a horrible mom, making her "different" than the other girls!



I am adamant that she doesn't follow in everyone else's footsteps. I want her to be happy in her own skin. I want her to feel beautiful even in Darth Vader's costume. The cape is wonderful!



*sigh* So, this morning came around and I cautiously asked her whether she wanted to take her costume to Nana's. "I have an idea, Mom," she says, "Why don't I wear the witch costume like I did last night?" We might have a witch again on our hands. And that's ok.

Hello, everyone!

I am alive. It's been a month now since I started my new job. It's mucho fun, mucho work, and a great position for me. However, I know the stress is starting to get to me. Zits again, bleary eyes, dreaming about teaching, need massage, need new clothes, no time. It's good, just a bit to get used to. I'm finally feeling a part of something important, and that's huge. :)

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Tomorrow night....

And then I get to go to Plymouth to see Rachel. Steve died today after a battle with that nasty "C" disease. He was my dad's best friend. He and my sister dealt with the same nasty "A" disease a the same time. He was a good man and a good friend to my father. Saturday will be the party for his son and his new wife. He held on long enough to see Zac married a few weeks back. Steve will be missed greatly, but he's no longer in pain and he was ready to go. I am so glad that Dad will be home from England for the memorial service late next week.

You will be missed, Steve. Be free....

Go west!

Well, as far as Lake Elmo, MN anyway. My new library boss is based here and this is the first chance I've had to meet her. Did I mention it's REALLY far west. By car, it's 4 hours. 4 hours, in the car, looking at the trees that have less and less leaves, and lots of farm land. ugh. Wake me up. I think I'm going to try to fly out next month.

Anyway, I'm out in Lake Elmo, meeting the library boss and learning everything I should learn about how to run my new library. Damn. There's a lot to learn. 4 hours of training tomorrow - 4 hours tomorrow and then a tour of other libraries in the system.

You know that silly thing you say to a young child who is on their way out to play in way of teasing them? "Don't you go have any fun!" Well, on her way out of the door with her dad this morning, she teased me and said "Don't you have any fun with Cookie Monster or Oscar the Grouch at Lake Elmo!" My dear Maddy.

Monday, October 08, 2007

Recap Week #1

Wow. What a week! Here's a brief rundown as to how the first week went.
  • Updated and modified the canned syllabus and assignment sheet.
  • Taught two sections of class.
  • Installed software on computer.
  • Put together dictionary stand.
  • Created signs for library.
  • Converged Google calendar and Outlook calendar into one calendar and uploaded all to my PocketPC.
  • Made arrangements for this week's trip to Lake Elmo for library training.
  • Made arrangements for next week's WLA conference here in GB.
  • Went to Civic Symphony practice for sectionals. MUST practice!
  • Sent first email out to all staff about circulation of materials. Online catalog isn't yet available - oh well. Little at a time.
  • Figuring out slowly how to balance the 3 different parts of my job.
  • Took pictures of my new library.

There is a grand total of one wall of shelving. I must remember to measure the length of this wall. Lots of room for collection expansion. Other librarians in the system (about 15 total) assisted in making lists of must-have items for the courses being offered thus far. My library boss came in a few days to catalog those on the shelves thus far.
Shelves

Yep - two walls of windows! I face the entrance - not at all stuck in the back of the college like some other colleges.
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Everyone entering the college has to go down the hallway on the otherside of this window/wall.
Very modern library

Very modern feel. The lights are green. The lights in the hallway are amber. How very Green Bay of them. :)
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Lots of tables and chairs.
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This is the entrance to the library. Everyone has to see me when they enter. :)
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On to week #2.
  • Hopefully Maddy will get to bed before I get home tonight (which is around 9:45pm). We have a VERY early morning on Tuesdays (I get to get to school before 7:30am). Unfortunately there aren't many morning people in my T/T class. ugh.
  • I am looking forward to meeting my library boss on Thursday! I'm not looking forward to spending 2 nights away and driving for about 4 hours to get there, but it's not for a long time.
  • The weather is going to be cooling down after today's crazy humid hot day (thankfully) so Halloween IS coming!
Thanks for all of your encouragement and virtual hugs! So far, I am glad I took the leap and took this path. It's damn scary, but it's all good.

Monday, October 01, 2007

Weekend

We had a pretty wonderful weekend, all things being equal. Maddy stayed at her G'ma's on Friday night to allow Joe and I an evening out. My last day at the tech college was on Friday. My co-workers sent me off with presents, food, and lots of hugs. It was a very nice end of a very nice job.

I sort of melted down (ok, I really melted down) on Friday night. I wish I was in a better frame of mind to go dancing or even enjoy myself and the group of people who went out with us, but I think the changes to come starting TODAY really hit me. It'll all be good, I know. And I know they hired me because they know I can do the job, but Oh...MY...Gods.... I am basically tackling 2 full-time jobs. One as faculty, one as solo-librarian. EEEK goes my brain. I want to do the best job I can; I just don't want to go crazy doing it!

My first day is today. Wish me LUCK and all that.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

"go crazy"

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Main Entry: go crazy
Part of Speech: verb
Definition: become insane
Synonyms: blow a gasket*, blow one's mind*, blow one's stack*, blow one's top*, crack up*, flip one's lid*, flip out, fly off the handle*, freak out*, go ballistic*, go bananas*, go batty*, go berserk*, go bonkers*, go buggy*, go cuckoo*, go daffy*, go haywire*, go kooky*, go loco*, go loony*, go mental, go nuts*, go nutty*, go off, go off one's rocker*, go off the deep end*, go off the wall*, go psycho*, go wacko*, go wacky*, lose control of oneself, lose it*, lose one's cool, lose one's mind, wig out*
Source: Roget's New Millennium™ Thesaurus, First Edition (v 1.3.1)
Copyright © 2007 by Lexico Publishing Group, LLC. All rights reserved.

* = informal or slang

Friday, September 21, 2007

Park(ing) Day 2007

Happy Park(ing) Day!

What? You don't know about this holiday? Go here! It explains a lot that it has originated from San Francisco, but it truly is great idea.

Why PARK(ing)?

More than 70% of most cities' outdoor space is dedicated to the private vehicle while only a fraction of that land is allocated to open space for people. Around the nation, inexpensive curbside parking results in increased traffic, wasted fuel, and more pollution. It’s time to rethink the way streets are used!

A metered parking spot is an inexpensive short-term lease for a 10'x20' plot of land. Imagine what you can do in a space usually dedicated to private vehicle storage. Parking Day began in a single metered parking spot in San Francisco and then spread around the world. People who want more open space, less traffic, and safer streets have joined together.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

I'm back!

It's been a rough ride these past few months. Physically, I still sound like I'm coughing up a lung. I must be reverting to my previous life as a cat. Mentally, I'm going a bit cuckoo. I'm a bit upset, more concerned about how things will happen the next few months.

I will admit openly that the ubiquitous "they" screwed up and gave MY job to someone else. The best part of the sordid affair is that as of Monday October 1st, I will be back in the library! It's not MY job, but it is a very good job - a fantastic opportunity as campus (solo) librarian and instructor at a new (in our area) college. WooHoo!

I will miss my coworkers greatly. My last day is next Friday, and I hopefully will have all my ducks in order (so to speak).

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Please note.....

Please stay tuned for a very important message.......

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Are we too selfish to change?

I'm slowly trying to minimize the footprint me and my family makes on the environment. Green Bay is slow in adopting the environmentally-conscious way of life like my home town of Madison is, but it's getting there. I love the idea of purchasing locally raised meat. We have the vegetable garden, but we need to harvest soon before the threat of frost and get the food canned or frozen. The Omnivore's Dilemma is the next book on my "to - read" list. So I read No Impact Man's blog regularly, and I applaud this "Change the Message" message.

Reposted from
No Impact Man (permission granted).

A hundred years ago, waste was considered immoral. Throwing out something that still worked was just plain wrong.

What changed that? Marketing. Factory owners wanted to keep their production lines churning and factory workers wanted to keep their tummies full. Repetitive consumption seemed like the answer.

Slowly but surely we convinced ourselves that new was better than old. It became ok to throw things out. It became ok to waste. In fact, out with the old and in with the new kept the economic wheels turning. Buying became downright patriotic.

The result of this old messaging is that, now, everybody wants the newest iPod, the biggest SUV, a huge vacation. And no one is going to give these things up voluntarily, right? Wrong.

Because history shows us that acquisitiveness, a twentieth century phenomenon, is not based on selfishness (which presumably would have been present from the Stone Age). Instead, our consumption arose because of newly-learned social norms and values.

So, we can change the message.

For many years, in this country, smoking was trendy. Now it’s not. The message changed. When I was young, people threw their wrappers on the New York streets without a thought. Now people sneer if you drop your trash. The message changed.

Why wouldn’t the same be true of our use of planetary resources? For many years, as a culture, we thought it was great to get more and use more, and that was the message.

People argue that changing course is impossible. You can’t, they say, change human nature. But we don’t have to change human nature.

All we have to do is change the message.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

So cool!

SoundSeen: Audio Slideshow
Stuart Brown describes Norbert Rosing's striking images of a wild polar bear playing with sled dogs in the wilds of Canada's Hudson Bay.

Monday, September 10, 2007

well, duh

Your results:
You are Spider-Man
























Spider-Man
80%
Supergirl
63%
Robin
60%
Superman
55%
Wonder Woman
53%
Green Lantern
50%
Iron Man
50%
Hulk
40%
Catwoman
40%
The Flash
35%
Batman
30%
You are intelligent, witty,
a bit geeky and have great
power and responsibility.


Click here to take the "Which Superhero are you?" quiz...

RIP

too true